I'm gonna re-do all of my icons. All of my layout. All of everything on Tabbylahs.
And you all shall be happy.
And all will be well.
And all shall sing "KUMINIYAYHAAAAH".

So I'm getting paid for photography now.
Mostly for local bands. They like me a lot.
I'm also doing CD covers and such for them.
I seriously don't need the money because I'm having a kickass time doing it.

AJ and I broke up.
I have fucking moved on.
I do not need that shit in my life.

But it's so hard to find the right guy now.
I think I found him.
Ben. But he's 19. And he doesn't like the age difference.
Found another one. Benny. Who's 21. But he feels guilty for liking me.
Stupid older guys with concions..ouns..es. Stupid spelling.
What can I say.
I like the older guys.
Not too old though. That's just icky. Don't think like that.. Sicko.
Then there's Sam. He just turned 16. He likes me a bunch.
Then theres Jordan who's 17 turning 18 soon. He's a twin. He plays bass for a Christian hXc band. We get along well. He looks younger than he is. He's my #2 choice next to Ben. Ben. Not Benny. There's a difference.


Here's my MySpace (new addiction. I need rehab.) : GOTOFUCKINGREHABEMILY.
And the ever-so-traditional DeviantArt : MOTHEREFFINGREHAB.

I'm in a depressed state right now so sorry if I don't sound enthusiastic.

Go look at me. I'm hot. I have a blonde streak now.

Well now.

I've neglected this.

Jenni even had to tell me what my username is.

{le sigh}

 So much has been happening..

 FULL THROTTLE AHOY

Or something.

Uhhh.

Yeah.

I'm sorry.

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Just so you all know, this is ElegantDarkness, you probably don't remember me (with exeptions for a few) because I haven't been on Tabulas for SO long.. But yes, I changed my username and it's all good.

So, since I last typed out my life changing events for you all, a lot has happened.

Last Thursday, AJ started his trip back to Montana for spring break. Not for long, mind you. Only about a week. So, I went off about my business like nothing was wrong, and I started to miss him like crazy. More than crazy. I went mad. And he and his friends accused me of being a drama queen and not loving him anymore, what kinda shit is that, huh? So yeah, He's coming back tomorrow and I've kind of calmed down since I went to Jenni's and dyed the tips of my hair turquoise. Hair dying calms the soul.

So, other than that, my birthday was last Saturday (19th) and I got a new computer! :D Gateway PC, Windows XP... Ah, It's heaven. In my room, I might add. And also, Jenni got me PSP9.. Oh how I love Jenni... Hehe

Well, I'm going to go about missing my only love and wishing he was in my arms.. But first, here are a few pictures that I've made in PSP so far.

<a href="www.enigma-tyck.deviantart.com">deviantART</a>