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ME- 14, 5'4", Black Hair (usually), Blue/Grey Eyes, Kinda thin.. Oh just go look in my gallery. There's plenty of me in there. BASSIST, Opinionated, Optimistic-ish, Skittle lover, Lipgloss lover. MUSIC- I like Every kind of rock except punk.. Although I've never thouroughly listened to a "punk" band. I like anything I want to, If I hear it on the radio, or on MTV, and I like it, Well, I like it then! Doesnt matter if its Ashlee Simpson to Avril to Korn. If I like the song (mostly cuz of lyrics or the bass line) then I don't give a fuck what you say about it. And I really dont give a fuck about if you hate me for liking it.. So if you're gonna bug me about that, prepare to be blocked ^^; I'm A Techno-Whore (* means I own it) AFI** + Nirvana**** + Evanescence* + Three Days Grace* + Led Zeppelin* + Nelly Furtado* + GooGoo Dolls* + FooFighters* + Three Doors Down* + Pearl Jam*** + Dougmented + The Cranberries + Disturbed + Finch + Marilyn Manson + KoRn + Mudvayne + Kittie + SOAD* + The Meat Puppets* + Alice In Chains + Social Distortion + Depeche Mode + Everclear + Incubus + Switchfoot + Jimi Hendrix* + The Doors*** + Solitary Experiments + The Used* + Linkin Park* + Lillix* + Lifehouse* + Pink Floyd* + Grateful Dead** + Puddle Of Mudd* + Switchblade Symphony + Gary Numan + Mantus + Smashing Pumpkins + Faith And The Muse + Claire Voyant + Red Flag + Dark Illumination + The Distillers* + Trapt* + Cold* + Taking Back Sunday + Breaking Benjamin + Joe Firstman + The Killers

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    July 15th, 2004

    EW! ITS STICKY! (read the stickyness)

    Posted by enigma_tyck at 05:50 PM on July 15, 2004 as a stickied post.


    TAGBOARD/COMMENT RULES:
    + Don't post in another language.. I only speak English. If anything, Try to teach me Italian!!
    + Don't post "Just tagging" or "Blog hop" or anything.. It's pointless and you're wasting your time, I won't go to your journal if you do that.
    +Don't flame my tagboard.. Again, It's pointless. Posts like "WOOEETHLDSJGHDGk!" get my attention, And I'll do it back, But I think it's stupid. Just don't do it (Unless I know you [love ya Winky]).
    + Be smart. I don't like stupid comments/tags (Unless I know you).

    -[DeviantArt]-[VampFreaks]-[ElegantDarkness]-
    -[AJ]-[Jenni]-[Kelsey]-[Elliott]-[Dillon]-[Ryan]-[Winki]-[Corey]-
    Currently listening to: My Chemical Romance - Thank You For The Venom
    Currently feeling: political

    14 Homicides

    July 22nd, 2005

    I'm fucking bi-polar!!!

    Posted by enigma_tyck at 05:00 AM on July 22, 2005.


    July 21st-
    GODS! I'M SO HAPPY!

    My best friend Kelsey just got back from Hawaii (she was gone for a week) and I told her aaall about my adventures and such and she told me hers.

    I'm going to the movies tomorrow with Jordan Nance. YEY! I'm so excited and weeeee. I miss him. I love him. He's the best. <333333

    My mommy's 60th birthday is tomorrow. I'm happy. She looks younger than she is (about 45 or so. It's a good thing). I'm gonna paint something for her. Because I love her. When I say I hate her, that's only in the moment. I don't really. I never have. I do, however, hate my sister for trying to put words in my mothers mouth and then turn it around to look like she's only trying to do the best for me. My sister can go fuck and die for all I care. She's a bitch.

    You should all go check out my DeviantArt page.. Because I've been doing shitloads of work lately.
    deviantART
    Did a couple CD covers, did a helluva lot of photos, did logos for bands..

    So I got noticed by a German band today. They want me to do logos and photomanips and designs for their band called "Puppies on Acid". You should check them out, they're pretty good.
    Sounds
    Photos
    I'm not getting paid for it but you know what, I don't care. Money is not a big deal to me. I mean, sure, it's nice to have, but I don't absolutely NEED it for everything I do.

    My art is out there to be seen and give people some sort of feeling as to what I love and the number one reason; to make people happy. Not paid for with something that is insignificant in my eyes.
    This is the reason why I don't ask for money when I do photoshoots. This is the reason I haggle prices down to the lowest point possible (Ben..). This is the reason I'm happy- by making people happy.

    I need to go to bed now because Jordan told me to..
    AFTER I GO DANCE IN THE RAIN! WEE!

    PS-
    I love Benny.
     Without him, I don't know where the hell I'd be. He makes me a greater person than I ever thought possible, and I want to be his friend for the rest of my life. Benny is the best person you will ever know. So just accept it and move on!

     

    Early morning of July 22nd:
    I'm supposed to be sleeping. But I couldn't. I slept for like an hour and.. Yeah. I had a really nifty dream though.. 

    Currently listening to: Stupid fucking birds.
    Currently feeling: thirsty

    1 Homicides

    July 20th, 2005

    Update For You Drunken Lovely Singing Song.. Birds. Shyeah.

    Posted by enigma_tyck at 09:30 AM on July 20, 2005.

    I'm gonna re-do all of my icons. All of my layout. All of everything on Tabbylahs.
    And you all shall be happy.
    And all will be well.
    And all shall sing "KUMINIYAYHAAAAH".

    So I'm getting paid for photography now.
    Mostly for local bands. They like me a lot.
    I'm also doing CD covers and such for them.
    I seriously don't need the money because I'm having a kickass time doing it.

    AJ and I broke up.
    I have fucking moved on.
    I do not need that shit in my life.

    But it's so hard to find the right guy now.
    I think I found him.
    Ben. But he's 19. And he doesn't like the age difference.
    Found another one. Benny. Who's 21. But he feels guilty for liking me.
    Stupid older guys with concions..ouns..es. Stupid spelling.
    What can I say.
    I like the older guys.
    Not too old though. That's just icky. Don't think like that.. Sicko.
    Then there's Sam. He just turned 16. He likes me a bunch.
    Then theres Jordan who's 17 turning 18 soon. He's a twin. He plays bass for a Christian hXc band. We get along well. He looks younger than he is. He's my #2 choice next to Ben. Ben. Not Benny. There's a difference.


    Here's my MySpace (new addiction. I need rehab.) : GOTOFUCKINGREHABEMILY.
    And the ever-so-traditional DeviantArt : MOTHEREFFINGREHAB.

    I'm in a depressed state right now so sorry if I don't sound enthusiastic.

    Go look at me. I'm hot. I have a blonde streak now.

    Purple Glow

    Currently listening to: Eisley - Marvelous Things
    Currently feeling: busy

    5 Homicides

    Eya.

    Posted by enigma_tyck at 08:51 AM on July 20, 2005.

    Well now.

    I've neglected this.

    Jenni even had to tell me what my username is.

    {le sigh}

     So much has been happening..

     FULL THROTTLE AHOY

    Or something.

    Uhhh.

    Yeah.

    I'm sorry.

    <33333 

    Currently listening to: Cursive - Harold Weathervein
    Currently feeling: busy

    Bloody Murderer!

    March 26th, 2005

    Pictures, 'Puters, Paintshops.

    Posted by enigma_tyck at 03:25 PM on March 26, 2005.

    Just so you all know, this is ElegantDarkness, you probably don't remember me (with exeptions for a few) because I haven't been on Tabulas for SO long.. But yes, I changed my username and it's all good.

    So, since I last typed out my life changing events for you all, a lot has happened.

    Last Thursday, AJ started his trip back to Montana for spring break. Not for long, mind you. Only about a week. So, I went off about my business like nothing was wrong, and I started to miss him like crazy. More than crazy. I went mad. And he and his friends accused me of being a drama queen and not loving him anymore, what kinda shit is that, huh? So yeah, He's coming back tomorrow and I've kind of calmed down since I went to Jenni's and dyed the tips of my hair turquoise. Hair dying calms the soul.

    So, other than that, my birthday was last Saturday (19th) and I got a new computer! :D Gateway PC, Windows XP... Ah, It's heaven. In my room, I might add. And also, Jenni got me PSP9.. Oh how I love Jenni... Hehe

    Well, I'm going to go about missing my only love and wishing he was in my arms.. But first, here are a few pictures that I've made in PSP so far.

    A Trip To Where You Want To BeO V E R .d.r.a.m.a.t.i.c.s.Colour Me Fatigued


    <a href="www.enigma-tyck.deviantart.com">deviantART</a>

    Currently listening to: The Used - Let It Bleed
    Currently reading: Witch Child
    Currently feeling: crazy

    9 Homicides

    February 16th, 2005

    Like A Bullet Through A Flock Of Doves

    Posted by enigma_tyck at 06:53 PM on February 16, 2005.

    Why must Tabulas change so much?

    Well I'd like to post what's been happening to me lately.. But only so much of it is "family friendly" and seeing as some things get out in the open from the circle of our closest friends I should probably keep some of it to myself. Some of you wouldn't want to know anyways.

    AJ is my one love and he is the best thing that's ever happened to me, he's simply amazing. He's a life saver, but yummier than the candy.

    Well I got kicked off the computer for a long time (for bad grades of course) and then my mom accidently deleted ALL my files.. Which really pissed me off.. But yeah, oh well. But I got my grades up, and the computer back, and I get to go to Italy this summer!

    Isn't it amazing? ITALY!!! Yup. Cuz my cousin's getting married to a guy named Mossimo who lives in Turino, Italia. WEE!

    High school is so much more different than I thought it would be.. I kinda like it but I kinda don't, ya know?

    Yes.. But anywho.. I'm gonna go check out what Tabulas has been doing differently.

    WWW.ELEGANTDARKNESS.DEVIANTART.COM
    Currently listening to: My Chemical Romance - Give 'Em Hell, Kid.
    Currently reading: Whirligig (For English Class)
    Currently feeling: sore

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    January 24th, 2005

    Jeebus..

    Posted by enigma_tyck at 01:30 PM on January 24, 2005.

    I didn't notice how much Tabulas has changed.. Wow.

    Yeah sorry I haven't been on much but my mom kicked me off the computer so yeah. I'm still not allowed online but I have Computer Apps 5th period so it's all good. I have a good grade in this class too so yeah.

    Anywho.. Go to my art site if you wanna know what's been happening in my life >>> www.elegantdarkness.deviantart.com
    Currently listening to: Tool
    Currently reading: My poem..
    Currently watching: a cat.. not really.
    Currently feeling: thirsty

    Bloody Murderer!

    December 15th, 2004

    >>> =D

    Posted by enigma_tyck at 06:48 PM on December 15, 2004.

    NEVERMIND!
    www.elegantdarkness.deviantart.com

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    December 9th, 2004

    >>> ouch

    Posted by enigma_tyck at 09:22 PM on December 9, 2004.

    aj and i broke up
    in case you wanted to know. i dont know what the fuck is wrong with me.

    in my nothing
    you meant everything
    everything to me.

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